Emerging through endings

Shits been wild lately, both in the tangible world and energetic spheres. 

Personally, even though it's summer, it feels as if we're still emerging from a metaphorical winter of the soul. We're navigating the aftermath of numerous endings, both in the physical world and beyond, which brings with it a sense of loss. It's a time of integration and finding a new rhythm, something that unfolds in its own time. 

Maybe these endings have been more obvious such as the loss of a loved one, the conclusion of a relationship… or they might be more subtle, yet equally significant, such as the end of an era, a shift in our understanding, or the way we relate to ourselves or others. 

Let's get real… endings, shit & chaos is what usually propels us past our comfort zones, inviting us into realms that are unfamiliar, unexplored & unknown.  And of course that can be scary on levels that we aren’t even aware of, as our coping & survival systems are wired to keep us operating in the familiar “routine." Even if those coping & survival mechanisms are outdated and no longer serve us well; even if those are the very things that are limiting us and holding us back.

Yet collectively & individually we are going through another transformation cycle- the endings of what has been, and what is becoming.  With that, it comes filled with ALL the nuances of EVERY life in existence; personally unique & yet interwoven together.  It's highlighting and untangling the micro-chords and ways that may seem small in the day to day, but like ourselves, are a part of the larger communication pathways playing out- and the only way of emergence is through.

While the element of chaos, disruption & unknown are seemingly messy, it plays a crucial role in the cycle of destruction & creation.

So there is a breaking open that is required.

  I write or speak about this often because it's so relative. In life, there's an essential process of breaking open that must occur. There’s an innate wisdom within this. This is true for all forms of life, just as a seed must crack open for the continuation and unfolding of life, the former self must break open unto itself as more life unfolds.  

 Individually & together, we’re breaking open the old paradigms. 

We're well-acquainted with the limitations of traditional systems, the alienation from our inner selves, and the pressure to seek approval from outside sources to meet societal norms. This has led to a sense of isolation not just from ourselves, but also from others and the environment, pushing us to conform to a preset notion of who we should be, rather than recognizing our inherent worth.

We've been trapped in a cycle of self-comparison against an impossible standard of perfection, a standard that doesn't truly exist as depicted. We've felt the strain of hiding our struggles, labeling our pain as "unacceptable," and burying it so deep that even we can't see it, realizing how tiring it is to constantly try to meet the endless expectations of who or how we should or shouldn't be.

We've been swept up in the pursuit of seeking acceptance within the fragmented perceptions of families, society and the wider collective, neglecting our inner selves to the point of losing most of ourself along the way, or wondering "how the fuck did I even get here?"

All this shit has been breaking us down for generations, & the fractures in our sense of self we've been trying to fix, are breaking open... revealing their purpose in uncovering the true impact of our disconnection from ourselves. 

 It's intriguing or somewhat ironic that in our quest for belonging—a primal survival instinct—we've often sacrificed the uniqueness of our own being, which ironically, is our greatest contribution to the collective.  These instincts, crucial and necessary throughout our history, seem to perpetuate endlessly. Yet, as observed in nature and the cosmos, everything has an endpoint. This universal truth reminds us that even the most enduring patterns and cycles eventually conclude.

The path forward is THROUGH, embracing every facet of our being.. 

In this transmutation, we are recalibrating to become the very source that we run TO, instead of away from. 

The upheaval, the challenge to what's "normal," and the thrill of the unknown beckon us back to our wild, untamed selves. These moments of innate wisdom are embedded within us. We're moving away from the self-diminishment, the neglect, the self-compromise, embracing instead our intrinsic insight, which remains steadfast amid the chaos that swirls within and around us.  

It's about rediscovering a profound comfort in our true selves.  There's just as much beauty and magick unfolding.  Creation is happening simultaneously within destruction.  As we delve into our inner world, we realize that the experiences and sacrifices that once isolated us are actually sources of profound wisdom and insight. This wisdom integrates into our internal compass, enhancing our discernment as we move through life's unfolding narrative. It allows our channels of understanding to expand beyond our previous, narrow interpretations of experiences, fostering a broader comprehension of ourself & the world around us..

  We're shifting out of ourself being broken into what someone or something else has defined for us, breaking OPEN into MORE of ourself.  

This doesn't imply that our path will be devoid of further challenges or obstacles. Instead, it highlights that our inherent wisdom, as we return to our authentic selves, serves as our compass through uncharted territories. It's the essence of our very being that intricately stitches us into a tapestry of belonging. This isn't about changing who we are but rather permitting ourselves to blossom, layer by layer, into the deepest versions of ourselves. In this journey, every conclusion of what we once were becomes the spark for a new beginning, nurturing the emergence of new life within us.

A surrender to the unknown and yet through that, a meeting of the self fully.

It's actually less about "WHAT it is", and more about the energy driving what is being generated.. What is the Essence behind it?

Embarking on this transformative journey requires patience and kindness towards oneself. It's essential to remember that this process of self-discovery and redefining our relationship with ourselves—and, by extension, the world—is gradual. It invites us to be gentle with ourselves, allowing ample space to navigate, understand, and integrate these shifts within our being.

This path is not merely about uncovering who we are; it's about constructing a new reality where we celebrate every aspect of ourselves, including those we've been conditioned to conceal or alter. In doing so, we lay the groundwork for a world where our once perceived flaws become the very essence of our collective resilience and wisdom.

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The journey of a butterfly from cocoon to flight is a powerful metaphor for the process of personal growth. Inside its cocoon, a butterfly undergoes a significant transformation (literally former self had to melt into goo & nothingness), and the final step requires a struggle that is essential for its survival. As the butterfly pushes its way out of the cocoon, this effort forces fluids from its body into its wings. This process is crucial because it strengthens the wings and prepares them for flight. Without this struggle, the butterfly's wings would remain weak and incapable of flying.

Attempting to assist a butterfly by easing its exit from the cocoon, though well-intentioned, can have detrimental effects. By removing the need for the butterfly to struggle, it doesn't get the opportunity to develop the strength needed in its wings. Consequently, it will never achieve the ability to fly. This struggle, therefore, is not an obstacle but a necessary phase of development, reminding us that the struggles we face in life are not merely hardships but opportunities for growth, pushing us to develop the strength we need to soar.  

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No matter where you stand in the vast landscapes of your personal universe and path, remember to invite some gentleness within this profound unraveling, as this conclusion of the self, transforms into something wholly unprecedented.

Sending love into the emergence of more YOU!